Went to winter formal with my friends, and even though it was with fewer people than expected, it was much fun and I'm glad I went. I typically have a huge amount of disdain for school events but, I don't know, I caved 'cause I like dressing up and I like dancing. It is what it is. Spending lots of good peaceful time with Birdboy. Concerned about other odd factors of another friendship that I'm afraid I started. You know the works? Just lots of movement in life right now. Quiet, small movement, but it's active all the same.
In my mind, I feel like I've grown too tall and can't fit anywhere anymore. Like, lightning, hot and light blue, rises up from inside my skin and radiates out into the rest of my room. I'm stuck in one room all the time and want to run as quickly as I can from whatever's trying to trap me. Is this what it's supposed to feel like? It's like the pain star, yes, that's finally me, and I'm running in and out of lives like ball lightning waiting for someone to get close enough to reach out and touch my light. What an interesting way to live.
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